dear readers, if you have read this, then im surprised, after all what goes on in my mind isn't the best of places to be, trust me i know that all too well, after all look who you are talking about, im a person who made a bet and i knew i was going to lose it all but i had to go through it all, im a horrible person for doing what i did but i couldn't not do it, i have no control anymore over what i do anymore... forgive me my fellow gaians.. but if you want to talk to me still, please just ask me where to find me from now on, because im considering quitting gaia, or at the very least, this account, i can't breathe when using this account now...(will continue this later)