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It's still raining.

Just finished eating dinner at my hubby's aunt abode. The meal was delicious, mind you.

Anyway, we're still in the stage of fixing things, methinks. It's still uncertain whether we'll be able to be the same as we were before. Trust issues is the main concern. Both of us are hesitant but still it is obvious that this would lead to nowhere. It's as if we're just holding on to something that would definitely be loose, uncertain, murky, and everything synonymous. I hate this feeling. I just wish we could patch things up and be on our way, the normal way we did before, just friends, or worse, mere strangers.

Had a heartful convo with my hubby's grandpa, and he made me think of the possibilities that he might have another one from where he is living right now. Yeah, there's a possibility but that thought didn't really pass my mind. Maybe, maybe not. That conversation didn't give me second thoughts, really. I'm just waiting for the time he'll be back in my arms again.

But if ever that will happen, I just hope we part ways in a nice manner. No hard feelings. We'll just leave happy memories and be good friends that have "pinagsamahan". That's what they call it in Tagalog.

Well, that's it for the mean time. Summer's fast approaching and I need to cut down on calories to look good in pictures.

And another thing, our 4th year anniversary is coming up too. Time flies so fast...