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OK! So...I'm not entirely sure if anybody even reads this thing, but I've decided that I'm going to do me a little weight loss journal thingy.

I've always struggled with my weight. Even as a little kid..I can't remember a time when I was actually skinny. Sure..I've had some people tell me I'm cute, but I've never really been considered beautiful or gorgeous or down right sexy. So I think I'm going to just turn this thing into a little find myself/ shape myself into who I want to be kind of thing. I'm not entirely sure how I'm going to do this soooo I think my format will change through out my experience.

Ok. so here goes nothing

Today is December, 19, 2012
My current weight is approximately 260lbs yeah..I'm extremely obese :/
Target weight is 150lbs
Pounds to target are 110lbs

Thoughts

I am purely disgusted with myself. Even when I was little I told myself I wouldn't get this bad...but I have. I suppose I've got a lot of work ahead of me, but I think with a bit of dedication, determination, and discipline I'll be just fine. Maybe I can post a few pics with this too..Hmmm...I'll have to look into it. Here's hoping I'm on the track to a skinnier, more healthy me biggrin