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Inside -x1''s mind
Just s**t that goes on in this dudes mind/life
Thee About Me~
October 5, 2012
7:57PM

It's been a while since I've done an about me so I think now is the proper time to change it for the last time.

Name(s):Andrew, Drew, Rew/Roo, Andy
Nick(s): hybrid, nya, -x1, dork, knucklehead,
Ethnicity: Mix- half Korean, half Italian,
Special: I have a certain "heart condition". Don't ask/Don't tell. End of Story.
Current Location; OceanSide, CA
Moving To: Santa Cruz, CA (November 2012)

Fluent in:
- North America English (no s**t)
-Mexican Spanish
-Korean
-Japanese (I can read it but can't speak it.)
-UK English (yes odd but very true)

Reason for my language learning:
I was influenced by friends but the majority of it was by my Korean grandparents. They are very strict and want me educated well. They are also one of the reasons for my instrument learning as well besides my personal interests of course. All in all I guess "it's an Asian thing" or so the stereotypes would say.

Instruments I play:
-Electric Guitar
-Acoustic
-Piano
-Violin

Instruments I'm learning:
-GayaGeum

Things about me:
I'm very accepting of a person. I'm friendly and with that I talk with just about anyone/everyone. I'm a loyal dog in friendship as I am in a love relationship. I'm out going, open minded, and confident beyond belief. I'm very caring but at the same time lack in controlling my tolerance which I'm working on. I dislike labeling a person and with that I don't believe in the whole "cool", "nerd", "loser" etc system that's just utterly retarded. I try my best to make the ones I care about happy though some times I fail I get back up and try again because I care about you the folks I call friends, my family, and you my loved one. I'm also an artist so I invest a lot of time in perfecting my artistic skills.

Random Stuff 1:
-I have one parent. A woman who isn't blood related to me who married my dad when I was younger.
-My dad whom took a trip for "Uncle Sam" which resulted in his place in heaven. He's at peace now and will forever be at peace.
-My biological mom whom bailed on me and her then husband early in life. Sadly I don't accept her as my real mom.

Random Stuff 2:
My favorite season is Fall but right now Summer has became one of my favorite seasons. Maybe it's because of this years summer 2012 it was one of the best ones I've had. I got to meet someone for the second time and get to know her a new/fully. The best way I can describe this meeting and growth process is "She started out as a rose bud but over time blossomed into a beautiful rose". I will never forget anything that was exchanged. I've never been one to like rap much but Summer Nights are truly the best aren't they?

My Heroes:
-Dad
-FFDP
-Matt
-Fatal (You know exactly who you are)

Love life:
I'm currently in love, yes in love. I've been for a very long time now and I've learned many things with this particular person. I know I haven't been the best person to deal with and I've caused a lot of confusion. hurt, insecurities but I hope that you understand I love you dearly. People may say what they want, but they will never understand the words we exchanged to one another. I will remain by your side even if the day comes you don't want to be together. I will still wish to be your friend at the very least IF that time comes. I wish I could do more for you, mend you, make you happy, support you even further when your down if you let me an told me about such things a little more. I'm waiting here with open arms which is something yet again that you taught me. I've always been here sticking to you being loyal and as cheerful as I could be. I've tried pushing you away not because I didn't love you but because I felt you could do way better despite how you felt about me for that I will forever hold that against myself and I want to apologize to you again and again like I tell you "I love you" everyday. I don't care who reads this my home friends, your home friends, the Gaia-Verse they can all ******** off and blow me. Even if we may not communicate in some way realize that I wouldn't just "cut and run" leaving you behind at least not without a word or say. That's like a man denying his baby inside his partners tummy saying "It's not my kid" and bailing on his family. Fact is I want to be apart of your world even if it isn't in an intimacy way (Though I want it in an intimacy way always) but just in some way apart of your world. I know this is hard, long, tiring, time consuming, hurtful at times, and it can get repetitive but understand things like that won't stop me. You are the one who can either make me or break me that's in your control (I hope you read this some day). One things for sure though my promises, my swears will be met AND kept unless God calls me early.

Dude behind the screen name + story:
Friends of mine during school took a picture while I slept and they pissed me off over that pretty bad. I dislike taking pictures of myself or of things but they got me so smile and laugh.





 
 
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