This is NOT intended for people to change their beliefs, or offend others, or to have people thinking that there is no point to live. ..
This was just all a vent, cus I was fed up with the s**t I'm still dealing with & to ease my anger.. My thoughts, my opinions, my questions, my vent. ]
Dear God,
I don't see a purpose in Life,
Cus everything we do is just the cause of doing something for the ******** of it.
Just for entertainment, for boredom, or for doing s**t were interested in to keep us occupied.
I think of us, "human beings" that are like technology,
Out of everything we learn, common sense, our education, life lessons & wisdom, love, money, our feelings, thoughts, etc
Our brains are the memory chip to learn, create & function these memories, cus without brain cells, we cant function.
We're just all programmed to keep the world spinning; a successful never-ending project.
I know I'm just talking out of ignorance, but i'm also talking to a make-believe
Who made us believe that there was something important to live for, when we we're all born to die anyways.
I've prayed for the good things to happen, but only trouble occurs.
I've prayed for forgiveness, but why do we still have hatred and enemies living in grief?
I've prayed for health, but why did I end up having medical conditions?
I've prayed for the health and safety of my fam & friends, but lives are taken?
I've prayed to keep people safe, but why do they end up in danger?
I've prayed to help me get through whatever, but I've almost hit rock bottom & still getting ******** over?
Pray for harmony, but wars of all sorts keeps happening.
I've given up on praying, and yet, nothing seems to go wrong.
There's not a point in praying if the good never happens.
Each step we take is like rolling dices, waiting for a chance of the unexpected to appear.
To me, life is just a game & our minds are the controllers to keep us players entertained
Until we give ourselves a choice to give up sooner.
Why do we pledge the alligiance since grade school if we've never known the meaning ?
Why do we pledge of alligiance, overall, for freedom and justice if our own government ******** us over?
Pledge for freedom when nothin' aint free in this world if Money is in control of our lives.
Money is like food, which leaves people hunger of greed until some become wealthy.. but leaves a lot struggling
The cause of some crimes which also breaks the pledge but they're all connected to some s**t called God
Why have some believe in the illuminati, but cannot be spoken about
if the symbol is also on the back of a dollar bill, but printed "in God we trust"?
Why keep illuminati sarcred and leave us hints with hidden secrets within things, and lyricism ?
Wouldn't that make us living a lie within the government & "God" under the illuminati eye?
The point of religion? when you leave some of these religious ******** terrified of where they will they go when they die?
or if they will have an afterlife of reincarnation?
Why does "God" have so many houses, and yet, people donate a dollar every week, but where does the money go to?
Fundations of youth groups for their camps & retreats? pastors? but some live selfish lives for themselves..
Or for the sake Christianity, and other religions, why live with such passion, and generousity of money & prayers
But yet, they follow up with the government, and give in with donations of scams filled with lies..
And why are there other Gods, and other religions of beliefs, are we all just brainwashed puppets?
..Opinions, but have some arguing and sacrificing for their beliefs.
So with this controversy put aside, and despise of worries and horrid thoughts about locations of afterlife..
I'd rather not believe, so where do athiests truly go when they die?
We're left with questions that cannot be answered.
I guess that's just how life goes.
In the name of a make believe, sincerly yours,
a ******** athiest.
-Tuesday, June 12th, 2012.
I don't see a purpose in Life,
Cus everything we do is just the cause of doing something for the ******** of it.
Just for entertainment, for boredom, or for doing s**t were interested in to keep us occupied.
I think of us, "human beings" that are like technology,
Out of everything we learn, common sense, our education, life lessons & wisdom, love, money, our feelings, thoughts, etc
Our brains are the memory chip to learn, create & function these memories, cus without brain cells, we cant function.
We're just all programmed to keep the world spinning; a successful never-ending project.
I know I'm just talking out of ignorance, but i'm also talking to a make-believe
Who made us believe that there was something important to live for, when we we're all born to die anyways.
I've prayed for the good things to happen, but only trouble occurs.
I've prayed for forgiveness, but why do we still have hatred and enemies living in grief?
I've prayed for health, but why did I end up having medical conditions?
I've prayed for the health and safety of my fam & friends, but lives are taken?
I've prayed to keep people safe, but why do they end up in danger?
I've prayed to help me get through whatever, but I've almost hit rock bottom & still getting ******** over?
Pray for harmony, but wars of all sorts keeps happening.
I've given up on praying, and yet, nothing seems to go wrong.
There's not a point in praying if the good never happens.
Each step we take is like rolling dices, waiting for a chance of the unexpected to appear.
To me, life is just a game & our minds are the controllers to keep us players entertained
Until we give ourselves a choice to give up sooner.
Why do we pledge the alligiance since grade school if we've never known the meaning ?
Why do we pledge of alligiance, overall, for freedom and justice if our own government ******** us over?
Pledge for freedom when nothin' aint free in this world if Money is in control of our lives.
Money is like food, which leaves people hunger of greed until some become wealthy.. but leaves a lot struggling
The cause of some crimes which also breaks the pledge but they're all connected to some s**t called God
Why have some believe in the illuminati, but cannot be spoken about
if the symbol is also on the back of a dollar bill, but printed "in God we trust"?
Why keep illuminati sarcred and leave us hints with hidden secrets within things, and lyricism ?
Wouldn't that make us living a lie within the government & "God" under the illuminati eye?
The point of religion? when you leave some of these religious ******** terrified of where they will they go when they die?
or if they will have an afterlife of reincarnation?
Why does "God" have so many houses, and yet, people donate a dollar every week, but where does the money go to?
Fundations of youth groups for their camps & retreats? pastors? but some live selfish lives for themselves..
Or for the sake Christianity, and other religions, why live with such passion, and generousity of money & prayers
But yet, they follow up with the government, and give in with donations of scams filled with lies..
And why are there other Gods, and other religions of beliefs, are we all just brainwashed puppets?
..Opinions, but have some arguing and sacrificing for their beliefs.
So with this controversy put aside, and despise of worries and horrid thoughts about locations of afterlife..
I'd rather not believe, so where do athiests truly go when they die?
We're left with questions that cannot be answered.
I guess that's just how life goes.
In the name of a make believe, sincerly yours,
a ******** athiest.
-Tuesday, June 12th, 2012.
