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you honestly made me cry again with the flowers the not you ovisly care about me but i hate you so much for putting me trew all of this i feel like im falling apart alll over again cus im cobnfussed now and idk what i want i dont think i can make us work not after seeing you that way it brought back so much bad memerioes for me and the mean things youve said and done i find it too hard rto forget and somethings telling me ull do them again and now it hurts just hug my bear cus it literly feels like its all i have left im honestly crying right now and i just wish u were beside me but u ******** everything up and it hurts so much i need alota time