May, 7, 2012 5/7/12
Okay, so those of you who decided to join me, welcome, those just starting out maybe a day from now, or a week, month, year or a century from now, have a seat and enjoy the show.
Now, I know that teenage years are supposed to be awkward, but have you wondered if those years really were or if it was just your mind playing tricks on you? I say both, since as teens we grow explore and learn, it's our time to mess up and get a helping hand, so it's natural that we are awkward.
Geez...I sound like a newspaper article or a book already...
I'll start over, My name is Fleeting Moon Flower, and I am the seemingly normal teenager down your lane or next to you or even hiding in the back of the classroom, maybe I'm the freaky teenager, you think I'm weird, or you think I just don't belong in your town? Well, now some would complain about school, or possibly people, I don't wanna complain but rather figure out somethings.
Why do we always follow what other's think, say and feel, yet ignore what we want?
Simple. We want to feel included, and possibly even desirable by falling into what everyone else wants, but what do you want? Do you want to be promoted for your job? Do you want a guy or girl to ask you out? Do you want the shiny new firetruck or Barbie on the store shelves? That's great, now that we have a clue of what we want, how do we get it? Do we snatch it up? Do we make the first move? Do you send in so much paper work you scream 'I need, no, I want that promotion'? Well, today, yeah it encouraged in movies and books and everything else, but if you actually do something to get what you want, typical response is your desperate, your crazy, your a space case, but what if you are those things? Then does it make it any less wrong or right? Take note of this though, I never said unique, and it will never pop up, granted we are, we are tiny little fingerprints on the world, maybe your swirly, maybe your curvy, maybe your straight, maybe your just a line, who knows, bet you that 99% of those out there don't know.
I really don't know what to put in here, so, I think I'm gonna end this here and work on my roleplays, have a nice time, whoever reads this.
