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Emo, and insecure. I miss my buddy. For some reason, she doesn't invite me to hang out anymore. Nothing has actually happened. We were all tight n' s**t, then all of a sudden, I just got a little less from her every day, and since it's only been a week, it's been a little more than a little. I don't get it. Unfortunately, my personality sucks in that way that makes me over analyze things that don't need to be, and take things that have nothing to do with me personally. But.....damn it, if you have a problem, let me know. I'd rather get yelled at then drive myself crazy. You've been avoiding me for days now, and we live together.....I'm being overly sensitive, but I don't really give a s**t. I'm getting too old to deal with people clearly behaving one way, and not giving any sort of explanation. Granted, we are all supposed to be more grown up about this, and maybe this has nothing to do with me, and maybe there's nothing even wrong. But when I see you laughing, and being yourself with everyone EXCEPT me, it sends out a specific message. Oh well.

-end of whining for now-