so i got married last week smile im getting ready to have a baby girl with the most wonderful man on the planet. i love him so much. i have a new book on drawing and ive been studying it like an insane person lol its a great book. ive put in my application to the school here for my art program im wanting to take. im hoping everything will work out eventually. im hoping kevin doesnt find someone else again. since he's cheated on me like a million times. . . sad but now that ive got the baby on the way he seems to have changed alot. so idk. i still fear it every day. but i guess its something i have to deal with in time. im so afraid that he is never going to want me. i mean, we dont get intimate like we used to and he wont look at me like he used too. so ive decided that once i have my little kameryn im going to lose a s**t ton of weight and maybe he'll want me again. idk. . . im just afraid im going to lose him to some thin pretty girl. cause im neither of those.
mrs_st_aubin Community Member 
|
|
