I'm tired of this town and this place. I'm the type of person who was never meant to stop moving forward. Anytime I'm spinning my wheels I go insane. Frustrated, and bored. Games take the edge off slightly but never quite enough. Friends keep moving away, and it seems more and more I can't escape the mistakes of my past.
I screwed up a lot in the past but there isn't anything I can do to change that. All I can do is move forward and learn from them so they are never repeated.
My creative side is coming back bit by bit now that I'm back to the way I was six years ago. The experiences I've had have taught me a lot. The blood and sweat put into my daily life barely managing to scape by have taught me to value the things I have.
Life isn't easy, but I'm proud of who I am. I'm proud of how I look and behave and think. I've spent too long self depreciating myself. Well I'm done settling for less. I'm done scraping by. I know exactly what I deserve, and I will do everything i can to achieve those goals.
Sorein · Thu Mar 22, 2012 @ 10:21pm · 0 Comments |