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I knew it was going to be hard when I first started liking you. But what makes it harder is not knowing when I get to talk to you next.

I feel really pathetic everytime I think this. How could I let myself be so depenent on someone? Ever since you broke past my walls -- which really wasn't that hard, considering how amazing you are -- I have felt so weak and defeated. I still only trust two people (one of them being you), however.

I just miss you. I miss you a lot. I don't even care if the communication is a small PM per day, just so long as I talk to you.

I'll live though. I'm far stronger than that, even if this is the hardest thing I've had to deal with. Besides, my teddy bear still has a few more squeezes left in him if I want to cry about it... which is a lot because I miss you so much.

Edit: Perhaps that was a little dramatic...
I really don't know the situation, so I'm assuming a lot. Sigh.