WARNING: DEPRESSING POST!
While doing laundry i let my mind wander for a bit. I realized how lonely i have been. Right now i want to go home and be greeted by family. But i dont have that anymore. I hate to say it but i am jealous of my husband who gets to go home every once in awhile and be greeted by his mom and dad. I really miss my daddy.Its harder some days than others. I put on the front that im completly happy, maybe a little baby crazy, but happy. But in reality when i am alone, all i want is that happy family. It feels out of reach. My husband is having second thoughts on trying for a child. I just want to feel as i have a purpose.Maybe im going crazy.
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