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The Mistress

Dying inside
Shame I hide
Scars unknown
Never to be shown

My wrists are bleeding
My thoughts keep feeding
These disillusioned feelings

Feelings of being alone and hated
Helpless and outdated
Abandon and unsated

Life in Shambles
Beliefs are scewed
Dreams are shattered

I'm the ******** up mess
That's always in distress
Never the woman always the mistress



Ironic thing about this poem is I wrote it a month before I actually had ever had sex,I ended up sleeping with a married man!!!