I'm not exactly sure where to start..
But I wanted to post another journal entry. Just to kind of keep up with Gaia, and make a bit of a come back on here. If you know me, which you don't, I'm 20 years old. In a little less that 7 months I'll be celebrating my 21st birthday.. IN VEGAS! I'm really quite stoked. I'm also hoping that I'll be celebrating it at Electric Daisy Carnival. It is a 3 day event. It's like a huge rave/carnival. Last year there were 230,000 people there. What better way, as a person who loves EDM, to spend my 21st birthday, and in Vegas on top of that? Anyway. I have a hobby of GoGo dancing. It's FUN. I don't care what you say, I am not a slut. I dance with little clothing on, but I will not take it off. Touch me, and you're dead meat. Hit on me and you will be ignored. However, I can be on the hunt. I have sex, just like anybody else. But I never ever have sex with just anyone. And I choose a victim and work until he is mine. I have sex with who I want to. Not who wants to have sex with me. It only happens if I initiate it. And it doesn't happen often.
You've probably noticed on my profile that it says that I love asian men. It's because I have this weird fetish. It started with my "ex" (a guy who I was seeing for a year and a half, some of the time on a serious level, some of the time just as a ******** buddy) whom I loved. He was my first asian, and we fell in love on accident, as ******** buddies, starting on accident on a drunken night. Ever since we've been broken up. (It's been 4 months) I can't get enough of asian men. Their eyes are beautiful, their skin is an awesome pigment, their skin is so soft, their hair is thick and dark and spiky when it's short, they don't have chest hair (i hate chest hair), and they're super lean and usually have great abs and lean biceps.. Now this is just a general association, there are some exceptions. But I love that about asian men, on a physical level. On a non-physical level, they all have different personalities, but if influenced by their culture, have strong morals, have a sense to protect their friends and family and girlfriend, and are usually really good cooks heart I would love, more than anything, to find myself a gorgeous asian man that wants to cook for me, and cuddle with me at night and keep me safe, and tell me stories, and listen to my stories, doesn't care if I'm wearing makeup or not, and will love to go on random adventures with me. I know that most of that describes my ex. But also, I don't want a person who is anything like my ex. I don't want a liar, a cheater, and someone who belittles me and uses me. I want respect. I want someone who will stand up for me in a conversation, even when I'm not there. I want someone who will want people to know that we are together.
My ex did me wrong. I will not allow it to happen again. But I haven't given up, and I am... not exactly serching.. but looking and am open to a man who can give me the things I want. And I will give him everything he wants in return.
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