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I've grow up an tired of everything. I joined the military hoping someone stronger would come my way an be able to kill me. In a week I'll be 19 an i lived a life most people wish that could do an some of my past i don't with on anyone. As i seat here in my room alone i think maybe my life is at an end. Maybe this simple cold will kill me. AM I SO BOARD OR TIRED OF LIFE THAT I'D THINK DEATH WOULD BE BETTER? I doubt any body will read this so live a better life then me if you do.