I should be at the doctors right about now....
I have to find out why I have headaches about 6 times a day,
Why they only last no longer than 16 seconds....
Maybe I just need a shot (needle, you suicidal dumbass) or something....
Anyhow, I also need to pick up more iron pills....
I just got a pain in my neck a couple hours ago....
I think my head is too big....
My mom is also going to consult my doctor
over the fact, that she thinks I might be epileptic,
Because my dad was...You know....
'Cause I told her I didn't want to be awake
because I felt nervous and found it dificult to breathe...
And I felt tingly....And I kept on shaking...
Now she thinks I have problems....
So I tried to talk to her about it...
I didn't expect much of a response, but...
I didn't really expect her to yell at me and tell me it'e MY fault...
Yeah, REALLY good way to treat someone
with little if ANY self-esteem/confidence...
I"m currently sitting in the library, surrounded by goths [posers]
Who keep complaining that they need weed, or a smoke...
This one guy has a really bad trench coat,
so he looks all shiny and water resistant,
and the girls keep kissing one another...
now I'm wondering on where society is going...
I found out last night that I may have to go back to my rez for the summer...
So my mom can work at the big Wabuman Lake oil-spill-giantmess-thing...
For like 1800 per two weeks...meaning like 3600 a month...
It's quite a bit of money, but I really HATE being there...
But summer HERE won't be much differant, anyhow..more later...
I have to find out why I have headaches about 6 times a day,
Why they only last no longer than 16 seconds....
Maybe I just need a shot (needle, you suicidal dumbass) or something....
Anyhow, I also need to pick up more iron pills....
I just got a pain in my neck a couple hours ago....
I think my head is too big....
My mom is also going to consult my doctor
over the fact, that she thinks I might be epileptic,
Because my dad was...You know....
'Cause I told her I didn't want to be awake
because I felt nervous and found it dificult to breathe...
And I felt tingly....And I kept on shaking...
Now she thinks I have problems....
So I tried to talk to her about it...
I didn't expect much of a response, but...
I didn't really expect her to yell at me and tell me it'e MY fault...
Yeah, REALLY good way to treat someone
with little if ANY self-esteem/confidence...
I"m currently sitting in the library, surrounded by goths [posers]
Who keep complaining that they need weed, or a smoke...
This one guy has a really bad trench coat,
so he looks all shiny and water resistant,
and the girls keep kissing one another...
now I'm wondering on where society is going...
I found out last night that I may have to go back to my rez for the summer...
So my mom can work at the big Wabuman Lake oil-spill-giantmess-thing...
For like 1800 per two weeks...meaning like 3600 a month...
It's quite a bit of money, but I really HATE being there...
But summer HERE won't be much differant, anyhow..more later...
