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The magical essence
That flows through my veins
Has kept me alive
To see many pains.

The time has come
I can sense it near
To end my pain
To end my fear

I know that I'm young
But that, I don't care.
I've been through enough
You should be aware.

Now give me a world
Where I can be me.
Give me a place
Where I can be free.

My heart has been burdened
For a very long time.
Should trying for freedom
Be such a crime?

I live each day
Drenched in sorrow.
And each day I expect
The same thing tomorrow.

The things that I do
To enjoy my own life
Usually don't work
And end up in strife.

My heart cannot take this,
It's too much to bear.
From my point of view,
No one will care.

Now as I hold steel
To my own bare skin
I think to myself
Should this be a sin?

And as I bleed out,
I implore you, be free.
You can enjoy life,
It's too late for me.