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It's been awhile since I've been here on my secrect world. I've changed, for the better, I'm not sure yet. I have a direction, a future, but I will never forget the past. The people, experiences and challenges I have faced here have made me who I am today. Again, for the better? I believe so, although not everyone would agree. I realize looking back now, that with my secret world, I had cheated on life and myself. An escape, freedom... these were the lies I told myself, to get me through the day. Pathetic was the word to describe me, but now I know better. I promise you that I will not be forgotten, I will live my life, without secrects and lies. I am me, and I have nothing better to offer. All my life, I was searching for a deeper meaning, I didn't understand who I was. I still don't, but I'm on the right rack. I have to be....... To who I write this too, I'm not sure, but to write this down and to send it out to the world, it is rewarding in its self. Even if no one was to read this, I still put my thoughts and feelings out there, to be critiqued or praised, I don't CARE, because this is me.

"The past is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That's why they call it the present." That is all