She looked up at the endless diamond sky,
pondering the ifs and whens of her life.
She flashed back to last summer,
before the accident, before he left.
She remembered the nights when she would sneak out.
She remembered the sounds of the river, the taste of the rain.
She can feel herself crying, even though she's been numbed by the cold.
She hasn't seen him in almost six months, but she can remember him as if he had been there that day.
A loud boom of thunder, and a flash of lightening sends her into a deeper flash back.
She screams, to get the anger, the sorrow, the feelings to go away.
She blames herself, for everything. For him leaving, for the pain.
She can't breathe, by the time she's finished.
She lays back down on the river bed, feet hanging in the water.
She remembers the last time she saw him, the fight.
The words of hatred spew across a life time of love.
Suddenly, everything stops. Sounds calm, skies calm.
She sees him, and she's certain it's him, no one else could make her smile with theirs.
She jumps up, and runs, but it seems like forever.
A never ending chase, to get him back.
Everything is silent, everything is froze.
She reaches him, and then they're both gone.
What seems like a lifetime passes, and they're just gone.
'Together, forever', was written by her side.
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Diary of a Suicidal Teen
poems by me, stuff about me, how i feel.
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