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Today i was having just the worst day ever! i was hurting myself on verything and im so far behind in school! crying absolutely nothing was going right and coming home didnt make anything better! the only thing that got me through the day was talking to my two favorite people! heart i like them both but if i could put them together they would be perfect! whee anyways i havent talked to my friend devon in awhile because he hasnt had money on his phone and today i get a random text from him! blaugh i dont really understand him... sometimes hes the sweetest guy ever, then he acts like he doesnt care about anything, then he says everything to make my day just that much better and sometimes he'll just blown me off for his games! its just so aggrivating i hate it so much but i just cant stay away from him..... theres just something about him that drives me crazy but i cant figure out what! well, then i talked to my other friend cole who i absolutely adore! heart hes perfect in everyway and he's helped me through so much. i just dont know what to do about this. can anyone help? cry