I really don't know what to think anymore.
For the past couple of days, I have been going crazy. I wondered for two days whether or not people would care if I died. I feel like I can't speak without being argued with or contradicted. I can't speak my mind because more drama unfolds, and it is never a calm conversation. I want to go see Otep in concert. I'm worried that I will fail at life and fail all of my classes. And my fingertips are cold.
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Suffocating As the breath of cold air slithers down my throat Black and blue clutching at a nonexistent grasp as the darkness envelops my environment
for me, there is no heaven only hell for the unrepented sin for the questioned sexuality for the momentary hate towards You. I will burn the flames snaking around my unpure soul as the flesh becomes rubber and slips from my bone Only to rejuvenate and become whole again and watch the process restart.
domokun
Altered_depression · Tue Mar 21, 2006 @ 12:43am · 0 Comments |