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My head has Been spinning the past few days. Feelings and fights have been coming out like crazy, I'm starting to get feelings for a friend and for some reason I feel like I'm being used part of the time. I wont get text messages for hours and then I will get massive amounts of text.

Like today, The last text message I got was at 1 AM and I havent gotten another one since....When this happens I honestly think I'm being used....But when I'm around him I dont feel that way....Its all confusing....He tells me all about his feelings then I feel like he ignores me.....

The big things is.....he is married and isnt happy......He is going over seas in may for 18 months and wants to leave his wife......Sometimes I dont know what to think since sometimes he is so sweet but then he doesnt text me for hours.....