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Her Thoughts I guess I'll let you into my mind...


Lakalia
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To the ones..
I dedicate this to all the girls who've had their heartbroken among their teenage years,hell I'll dedicate to ANYONE whose ever had their heartbroken and torn apart. No matter if your a guy,girl,lesbian,gay,adult,anyone....

Here's to everyone who's ever had their heartbroken. To the girls who used to be his number one,to the ones who would stay up all night hoping he would call or text,but then to stay up late for no reason and to dissapointed that he didn't even make an effort to call. To when he broke your heart then walked back into your life like nothing happened,to say that everything was YOUR fault..blaming you for everything. We taught ourselves to believe his lies,to believe that everything really was our fault,to believe we were worthless. This is to everyone who's ever had their self esteem put down by someone..Being told your ugly,stupid,not good enough. Even though everything had happened in the worst way possible you still took him back hoping that maybe he will realize all the horrible things he had done to you and will finally treat you like you treated him...To the girls who were told sweet nothings by their boyfriends,To the boys who were told sweet nothings by their girlfriends...then to later find out it was just all a lie,a little ******** lie. those times when he didn't text you back for hours and in your mind everything possible raced through your head but you just thought to yourself that maybe he was busy,that maybe he couldn't call us...or that he just fell asleep early..Yet there was always that thought in the back of your mind knowing that maybe something really is wrong,but you just looked past it. To the ones who cried all night,just wanting someone to hold,wanting him to change,just wanting someone to treat you exactly the same you treated him. He just stopped calling you all of a sudden and barely texting you,but all you could wonder in your head is why? Why is he doing this to me? This is to the wonderful girls who loved him beyond words,and took him back no matter what because she wanted to know deep down that he could possibly be her soulmate. To the ones who were told that nothing last forever,but wanted to be with him even further until the end of time,feeling like that not even death could do you part. Here's to the girls who cried and felt broken at school,but tried so hard to keep it in but you really wanted to burst out into tears,but instead hid with a smile,A broken smile. We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us. We learned to settle and love for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated,but just thought to yourself "Oh he's just being a guy.." This is to the girls who sat in her room alone crying and laying down in her bed trying to cry herself to sleep but all she could wish for is for him to text her sweet things and call her. This is to the girls who had the best relationship ever..Who lived in a dream..and then all that to change in the blink of an eye. Wishing everyday that it'd all go back to that. We knew that deep down inside our hearts we deserved a guy who would call us every night,who would text us telling us he loves us,who would call us beautiful all the time even if we didn't look our best,who would never even think of insulting you,and all he could ever think of all day was you..Someone who made you the priority in theirs,and not taking you for granted. We all deserve someone like that but sadly there isn't much out there who are. This is to all the girls who knew what they were getting into,who knew he was going to keep hurting us,but looked past that because you LOVED him. Because love has endless possibilities and you just wanted a prince charming..Truthfully there are people out there who will treat you how you want..Why? Because they are mentally more mature and don't play little games like most do. Just remember,you will find the one you love,you will marry someone some day,and this time,they will treat you just exactly how you want.




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