Life's a mountain range, full of mysterious wonder. You travel up and down, and in turn each mountain you travel apon brings saddness and happiness. Each of these mountains also has a lesson to be learned. And no matter what happens, as long as you smile in the end and you learned that lesson, any pain will go away because you learned what you needed to learn and you'll be happier eventually.
So why then even though I'm the happiest and peppiest out of all my friends do I feel the monster and this black hole growing in my heart?
I feel any dream I've ever had is unatainable, out of reach no matter what I do or say.
I feel like I'm being used on all ends. and because of this I can never get ahead. I'm stranded and I hate it.
Why do I always have to feel like a horrible person. why do I not want to fall off any more mountains and just let this time be the last. I'll really lose then. but I can only really recall a few times in my life of being happy. those memories are long stored away though.
******** I donno. I just hate my life. but you gotta be peppy, so that no one can see just how ******** sad am. No one ever knew. and no one will ever know or care.
 Formally known as Neko · Fri Oct 22, 2010 @ 11:27pm · 0 Comments |
