Music...What is it that makes it so different then anything else we listen too? The call of a bird, the humming of are mothers voice, the echo of a heart beat...
Music has a way with me...it can bring tears to my eyes and a smile to my face...Everytime I listen to it, it sends shivers up my spine and threw my body...But what makes it do that?
Music can make the strongest of men cry...The saddest of people smile....the hopeless of people hopeful...
It can make mircales happen, it can make wishes come true.. It can reminded us of are childhood, are memories, are everything...
How can such a thing hold so much power over a human being?
When i listen to music, my body goes weak and I get lost in it...As if it was carrying me away from my pain, my life...It takes my sad and worn soul and makes it dance...It helps me, it releases me...But how? Nothing in life, not the love of my family, the support of friends, the funniest of jokes can do such a thing...But yet the right notes of a piano, the right tone of a person voice can melt away the ice around my heart...
I've never trusted anyone...only one person, he broke my heart...Sense then I've never let anyone in...I've lost hope in people, even in friends and family...I've given up on dreams, I've gave up on hope...On life...But when I'm alone and I have music on...The cold the surrounds my heart melts...The pain in my soul subsides and my hopes, my wishes, my dreams come back...My trust in the people I love comes back...I feel like there is such things in love, in happiness....And i begin to cry...Cry not for sadness but for the moment in which I'm in and how I wish I could be in it forever...
But like everything in life...The song ends...And I am once again...alone in silence hopeing that moment will return and melt my cold heart....But something is still in my eyes that remind me of the moment when I could trust, forgive and forget....
My tears....
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