Okay so this is mah ego chart / your ego chart! feeling emo about something we can share the pain. I'll list the ego boost/loss - try to make it logical?
9.21.2010: -1 EGO. Rich people vs me.
9.26.2010: +2 EGO. Winning events makes you feel good
total EGO; +1
let's look at the good and bad in life