I have decided to stop getting too close to people too soon... All it ever gets me is nothing... Right now, my heart is shattered.. literally.. It wont be able to heal for a long time... What did I ever do to deserve this? Like it is said.. "Pain does'nt hurt, when it's all you've ever felt." Thats me.. That will always be me.. For what reason I do not know.. All that guys ever do to me is cheat, lie, want, and hurt... thats it.Now, I probably won't end up in another relatoinship for a really long time.How can you say "I love you" and then jus leave... Don't ******** say it unless you ******** mean it! Some people cherrish that word, and it means everything to them.. If ur not ready yet, DON'T ******** SAY IT! Thats all I have to ******** say in this ******** journal...
Peace the ******** out mother ********!
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