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So for this whole week I'm up at a camp in the mountains, I come here about once a year, usually I make a friend or two during the first day or so, it's the end of the fourth day and I don't have any friends. There's some one I want to be friends with but they're leaving tomarrow. Not only that but my girlfriend almost broke up with me... again. And that hurts, it happened so much lately, I wish that she would either just stay with me or just dump me, sure it would hurt worse than having a knife through the heart, but at least I'm not always scared that any second will be the last with her, and it's better than having my heart ripped to peices sown together just to be ripped apart again, and again, and again.