I've not slept about 3 days. I went to Turkey for Sonisphere Fest. There was hot place. Anyway I like there. But there isn't true place for Sonisphere. I thought ''I should talk about ma feelings about concert when I go back.etc.'' I already arrived NY. But I haven't any power to do it. Goddammitt. (I like to say it.) My brain is jelly like pudding. Or anything else, idk.
Everything terrible here. Idk that what will I do. Love is really war, isn't it. Why do I must talk now? I want just say ''It's over. We musn't to try to make it alright. It can't work.'' But this isn't as easy as it sounds. At least, it isn't enough. What am i needin', I don't know this too.
I think, go to bed is the best, just know at least. Sleep might live down all of problems. Ugh.
some hell fire · Sun Jul 18, 2010 @ 04:22pm · 0 Comments |