So from my return to my hiatus and to my triumphant and some what bizarre return again life has been hell and things are only now starting to look up. I left for alot of reasons and came back only with a few hopes only to find those were null so I found it time to leave this place again, now i am back and feel like i have missed alot while you all have missed more than you should have on my end. It seems like the people I was closest to here have gone through smiliar things that I feel like a bad person for not being here for them to give them the help I wished for in those situations. Maybe I just want to blame myself for the pain of others or I simply wish that if I had been there I could have saved them from the pain that I have felt from a distranged family. Whatever the case may be on my end of things I wanted everyone to know that if they need to talk I am here, the person that can protect everyone but himself has come back to gaia not for anything but for those that really know me for who I am.
 nik1881 · Sat May 08, 2010 @ 08:50pm · 0 Comments |
