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its hard to describe this sort of thing, I don't want to sound creepy but I recenly had a dream about a woman that I know on gaia. Even though she has made it clear to me that she doesn't love me anymore this dream comes to either spark the hope for having her again, to add to the many sparks of hope I have for that, or set me up for more heartbreak, in which most of the time I experience. last night I dreamt that she and I were standing in a corridor of a house, maybe my own, andd we just stood together, holding each other. along with holding her I kissed her fom neck to cheek and repeating the action till she asked me to kiss the neck more, so I did and continued kissing her. after this dream I went into another that I can't remember, but really don't care about since it did not relate to me and the woman that I still love. if she reads this I pray that she doesn't get weirded out by this, in fact I'm not sure what to think about it myself, but I hope that it is like a divine message telling me that there is still hope and I am going to have her in the end. if this is what the dream meant for me I am happy, but I am also wary so that I can go about my life, and hopefully make that dream a reality.