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AS I PUT THIS BLADE TO MY ARM I PULL BACK WITH NO REMORCE AND THE PAIN I FEEL INSTANTLY.AND I REMEMBER EVERY THING IN MY LIFE AND MY SORROWS TAKE OVER AS I TURN AND WALK THE DARKNESS CONSUMES ME I TURN AND BECOME A TRUE SHADOW.BUT MORE THAN THAT I BECOME NOTHING JUST A NOTHER KID TO DIE AND AS I FADE AWAY IN MEMERIES I FEEL THE ERG TO YELL AND THEY CAN RECALL ME IN THIER PAST. AND IT ENDS AS IT BEGAN IN NOTHING BUT PAIN, SORROW, DEATH. BUT AS I DIE A NEW LIFE IS BROUGHT TO BE AND THAT LIFE LIVES A HAPPY ONE. IT IS THE END AS I DIE IN MY POOL OF BLOOD BUT I CANT DIE TO MUCH SORROW IN LIFE TO DIE FROM A CUT I STAND JUST BARLY AS I MAKE MY WAY DOWN THE STREET I FALL AND FALL I CANT AND WONT STOP . I AM NEARING THE END AND SEE A LIGHT NOT HEAVEN A CAR. IT STOPS A GIRL GETS OUT AND I COLAPSE CALL 911 SHE SCREAMS BUT NO ANSWER I STAND ONCE MORE AND WALK SHE YELLS MY NAME BUT IT FADES AS I DO AND I REMEMBER I DO REMEMBER WISHING I COULD BELONG SOME WHERE SOMEWHERE I BELONG SO I HAVE TO SAY BYE TO MY FRINDS I WRITE IN BLOOD GOOD BYE FOR EVER AND WALK NO MORE.