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Grrr.... I hate being in love. It feels so awful, so -er, how do i say it?- painful. Disiring for someone, and not get that person. It makes me sick. I mess up all my tests cause I can only think of him. it is so annoying. And I keep asking myself if he is speaking the truth. he siad he didn't love me in that way. But a friend of mine thought somthing else. Would he lie to me? he tells me everything. And I tell him everything. He knows, and that's what scares me the most. Not that he said he didn't love me that way, no, I get most freaked out about him knowing.
I am a mess