stared into my own eyes
into my reflection in the mirror
for once i met my eyes
steadily without regret or fear
blood dripped down my wrist
to slip through my fingers
i felt cold
and the numbness lingered
i watched the red
dripping to the floor
i felt my head spinning
just like before
i looked back into my eyes
to see a pleading stare
light brown
that begged someone to care
i whispered to myself that night
"i'll be okay"
"won't i be allright?"
"tell me i will"
"tell me i'll be okay"
my reflection never answered
my reflection didnt say
so i just stood there waiting
but the pleading look in my eyes
didnt go away
"please help me"
i whispered tearfully,one last time
"help me make it to 'someday'"
"help me make it out alive"
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So Much Time Is Lost In My Head.. On This s**t THat everyone Knows Only Happpens In Fairy Tales. And THey Tell Meh tooo STOP!! But How Can I? Its Better LIving IN A WOrld That Has Hope, Freedom and LiFE, LOVE, THan Here Right Now.. SO How Can I Stop My Addictioon.. This DRUG Took Over My Effin Life.
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