Well then hello there some tid bits about et moi
I am 18yrs old ALMOST 19 whee next Saturday muhahahaha. I go to Roanoke College, have you heard of it? prolly not, i didnt even know there was a Roanoke College and i live nearby LMAO. Anyways yes to bring you up to date on somethings since you arent on my DA account where i have it all pretty much laid out for ya. I have no effing clue how i got into this college, wow only the grace of god and the college pple overlooking my SAT scores.....which here at this college average is a 1200 mine didnt even break 1000 lmao hahaha. yeaps hmm what else to oh yes about me im 5 4 got long dark blonde hair, almost to my waist. blue eyes, kinda like my avatar hehe.
For today:
agh my thighs are STILL killing me from Kendo on Saturday, we did waist strikes and blocks, so all we did for 2hrs were lunges pretty much. we also learned temple blocks whee
OOOOOO MY BOKKEN CAME TODAY!!!! EEEP im soo happy. Its red oak, and so very light, im gonna have to get some weights so i can work on arm strength
i saw Mr. Leather Jacket walking from class today back to my dorm ooo *sigh* i really like him but im too shy to push it past friendship, and then thats another bridge to cross...but AHH i like him a LOT
GRR i hate math waah, i so failed the test we had today TEARS
Lastnight i had this terrifying dream
Okay lastnight i went to bed late as usual u all know me lol, anyways i had this dream that shook me up. Okay i have scary dreams all the time, but i find them more adventurous and exciting u know, but this one has me terrified.
I could have sworn i was awake during parts of it because, i was lying in my bed awake, but im not sure anymore if i was asleep but like that in my dream or really awake.
During the dream i was being attacked by demons, they did not have any face or form, but they were there, i could feel their presence, their malevolence. i could have sworn i was awake during parts of it, i could see the door, my boom box playing music softly, tammy sleeping n the bed over on the other way. and then those demons their dark force sweeping over me and there i was crying out stay away from me in the name of the lord over and over, and grabbing my bible thrusting it in front of me to keep them away. I can still feel their weight pushing down on me trying to sufficate me. I have never been so terrified in my entire life. It was a dream, but then i swear i had waking moments and the same thing happening.
I dont know if this was just a dream, a spiritual attack or what, but i do know i am scared of whatever it was.
hmm i think that shall be all for tonight maybe possibly since im gonna be heading to bed soon
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