Today was a busy yet slow day. Busy for everyone that was around me, slow for me. My parents were out and about, and I stood home listening to my music and just..thinking. I was outside most of the day because it was just too beautiful to stay indoors. I was peaceful and I thought about so many things that I needed to change about myself. So many things. I confused myself while I was thinking, and I then I just stopped and asked myself one question. Who am I? I honestly did'nt have an answer. I don't really know who I am, or what my purpose is. For now, I'm going to be working on finding myself. That means alot more thinking, and alot more of going back to church. I miss church. I miss my religious family. I miss the guidence I once had. I havn't been to church or youth group in months. I hope I'm still accepted there. (Note:Youth group is a religious meeting once a week for the teens in our church.) Oh well. ~Peace
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