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i know i don't mean much to you
but only if you knew
what you do to me
then just maybe
you'll think differently
about me

you have no idea how many things i want to say to you
so i'll just sing them to you
now close your eyes and listen please

ian, i cut my hair- i cut off four inches and u didn't care
what the ********
ian, i pierced my ears- i told you but you didn't hear
what the ********
ian, i can be better than her if you give me a shot
i told you this and you didn't give it a second thought

i know we're only mere friends
but i've liked you since summer's end
i've been quiet since then
don't want to appear desperate for your attention

you have no idea how many things i want to say to you
so i'll just sing them to you
now close your eyes and don't turn away from me

ian, i passed you in the hall and you said nothing at all
what the hell
ian, i got sick in PE and you don't ask me how i'm feeling
what the hell
ian, i have no idea how many times i've said hi and you've just walked by

what the hell was i thinking
trying to make you see me
trying to make you hear me
trying to make you love me
what the hell was i thinking

ian, you have no idea how many things i'd like to say
but i say nothing because i'm afraid
of what you'd say and who'd you tell
now i'm so far from sanity because you put me through hell
so i'll just sing them to you
open your eyes and don't you dare lie

ian, you have no idea how many times i've said i'm over you
only to find myself writing your name all along the walls in my head
what have you done
that's all i've got to say