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ok so first off. ive been doing really good with my family!!! like ivebeen happy with them and out of NOOO WHERE!!!! this morning they had th e nerve to say i was rude and i didnt love them. WAT THE ******** IS THT ALL ABOUT!!!?? i try to be nice and this is wat i get? arrghh i was soo mad! on a different note i HAD a bf this past week XD we started dating and i thought i liked him but as the days progressed i couldnt do it...i began realizing i really didnt like him like it was fine when i was talking to him but once we werent and i was by myself my heart started hurting and i would say "wat the ******** am i doing? i dont like him like this..." and it was soo weird. so i finally borke it off this morning cuz i thought the longer i waited the more it would hurt him >.< and as for my friends i dont kno wats going on. its been a really weird ride with them. most of them still talk and like my ex and im fine with tht BUT!!! everytime they try to talk to me they bring him up!!!! liek we could be talking about anything and his name will come up like "oh guess wat he did?!" "oh he said this funny thing" it ANNNOOYYSSS me!!! like i love my friends but im trying to like move on in my life but i cant with them bringing him up all the ******** time. its weird. im happy for this vacy time cuz i think ima need it X.x


Love,Ty