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my heart

My heart can’t heal
It will only continue to peal
The more I live
Intensifies the pain that is destined to never give

I cant get away
I am being forced to stay
So I have to laugh
Just to forget my emotional wrath

But its still is growing there
Waiting like my ever death fair
As I look at my cuts uncovered
I feel that they will never recover



I wonder how I am living
Happiness when I’m grieving
Sadness when I’m not seeing
The world with out really being

There cause I’m in a daze
Which I fear isn’t just a passing phase
Do I have to continue to drown in my pit of hate
For them all even me which might just be my fate

I don’t care for love
Which carried by the white dove
To an eventual end
To just make another end

Red stained wrist that never forgets,
Thousands of haunting regrets
That are forever piercing my heart
So then I found my heart
To never heal