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well i thought for the longest time that my boyfriends were the biggest reason why alot of my relationships don't work out well it turns out that i was wrong about the one with josh no... we haven't broken up... even though i wonder myself why he's still here aof all places he wantes to be with me and that really makes me wonder is he really the one i mean everything that we've been through i've been the meanest b***h and the sappiest girly and the most annoying as possable and he's still here and that really makes me think i really truely believe that he really is the one for me.. i love him so much he has given me so much in my life and still willing to keep trying that's what i think is really amazing and i really hope that things stick together because if i ever do loose him... i wil never be happy again. and if it was my fault i would never forgive myself.... i really don't understand why love has to be so hard for some poeple?... you know i mean you meet one person and you think is this it is this the one?? and then it turns out that things didn't work out