RANT-
OK, so my step-mom just got out of surgery and me trying to be a good ******** girl help her with s**t! I help her around the house I cook her food and make her coffee and what do I get? NOTHING! I've known her for 6 years going on 7 and she says I'm like a daughter to her but...she makes me feel like ******** fart that floats in the air. Her son Dillon just got depressed and he thinks he's bi-polar-(and I'm the ******** up one in the house!!??) and she treats him like a ******** baby! she lets him get away with s**t,bother,and doesn't get mad because he eats all the food! but when it's me ohhh no I'm expected to be the strong one! When he does a little shitty favor"thanks D" or "thank you hunny" That's why i don't let on my emotions and wanna say "******** OFF!!!" to them when they "act" worried and say I'm un-greatful for not wanting to talk to people and saying that they don't care and most of the time they just want some ******** cash! But noooo Dillon doesn't go talk to people! he just stays home and plays xbox 360 while I get teased for watching anime!
BLAMED-
Today, there was milk spilled in the frig.And guess who they point fingers to!?
ME!
I have to clean it up and they said
dad:well it wasn't me,it wasn't Corinne(step mom),and it wasn't Dillon!?
me:so your blaming me!?
and I would have to do the cleaning!
another thing that happen today was that Dillon was sick and had to do a pee sample. And guess what!? it spilled in the frig.....THE ******** FRIG!. I was the one who had put the eggs next to it because I was feeling bad for dad having to do all the work so I helped and put s**t away! My dad said I put the eggs next to it so it was my fault! MY FAULT!? I had to clean piss FROM Dillon!? EW ******** EWWWWW!!!!
RANT AGAIN-
OK I went to my room pissed off of being blamed for s**t! I'm going to explode from all THIS s**t! I cook/clean/take care of my step-mom! what do they want from me!
the dishes my dads says
"I'm your father and your my daughter respect and do the dishes!"
and he said he would do them!
I clean the bathroom(and toilet!)/living room/kitchen/and my room!!!!!
I cook dinner and make my step-mom food
I take my step-mom to the bathroom I always ask her if she needs anything!
and all she just does is baby her son and make me do s**t!
THEY HAVE THE ******** NERVE! to ask me if I want to live with my mom because "I act like I'm unhappy" and they question why!!?? my mom abused me and I just moved with my dad. It's only been a year so far and they want me to "get over what happend that I'm out of there!? how!!?? I have nightmares and my mom makes me cry a lot due to memories! they don't understand me and Dillon is all depressed because he doesn't have a dad and he feels like s**t!? my dad hates me and my mom just wanted control!? I'm not saying he shouldn't be sad but he has a mother that I always wanted and he blows that away!? I feel that she pushes me away and runs to Dillon and he ignores her!? he laughed saying that he noticed she lets him get away with s**t! I'm like I envy that I would kill for a mother that loves me and never lets anyone in her way! I hate Every where I go.
Not dads nor mom Is there something wrong with me? why is it that i can't be happy any where!?
 XxMelliexX · Sun Dec 06, 2009 @ 06:38am · 0 Comments |
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