Hi!!! Thanx for reading this! Wow I'm surprised that somebody might actually be reading this! Cool xd ! Okay well, let's see. Today is Martin Luthur King's day so it should be a national holiday correct? Wrong scream My damn school just had to have a snow day in decenber when we were gonna have like a buch of days of that month and today would of been our only day off (for this month)! I'm so po'd but enough of my ranting on about this!!!
La La La ooooooooooo eek
I just remebred I'm in love with my bestfriend's ex who happens to be my best friend. I was bestfriends with the dude and the chick. mrgreen Well he didn't like her like that and wanted to break up with her. She broke up with him first and I asked her "Hey, if any thing happens between me and *Aaron is that cool with you?" (at this point he didn't like me like that) She goes "I like somebody else now, so, sure. One man's trash is another man's treasure" I was like eek "How can you say that about Aaron?" Me and Aaron like became the best of friends and he later found out I was crushin' on him pretty bad but he told me he didn't like me that way. I wasn't exactly crushed but I was hurt, bad.
Then that summer vacation (we were going into 7TH GRADE) he asked if I'd go to the valentine'd day dance with him. I asked him if he meant as a friend and he said no. "I'd like for you to go with me as more than a friend, if no one alse asks you." He was so sweet so I told him yes. heart Sadly, we had to keep our relationship secreat from his dad (racsist). Our tiny crush just got bigger and bigger and even though we were really young I truly believe that we fell in some form of love. Wiether it be true or teen love.
Then heaven slowly turned to hell as his dad got divorced and forced him to move to *Illinios. I miss him so much and haven't seen him in over a year. I'm the type of chick will stay loyal and down for a guy but it makes it so hard when he's not here. I miss him, he was my... so many things. My bestfriend, my comfort, knight that rescued this half a** excuss for a princess. And sometimes I got to be the knight and he was the umm sweatdrop well he could be the, ummm, the "prince" yeah, he could be the prince.
I miss my best friend, my prince, my knight. heart
We call eachother but I haven't heard from him in over a month. I'm worried he might not care anymore or never cared about me. My friends were also best friends with him too and they swear up and down that he'd never hurt me like that but you never know. cry
What do you think?
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Random rants of a girl who dosen't fit into the mold of typical society.
I am a good and social person. I just look at they world diffrently that's all.
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