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Sprial down with me
Lost Reflections
Lost Reflections


Standing in a room of mirrors
I turn about and see nothing for them to portray
Theres no reflections of mine
This can only be the transparency I see in my mind

This makes sense to me, if I concentrate I can have anything appear that I like
I close my eyest tight and cringe to force an image
My breath stutters to a stop and i loosen completely abruptly peering with eyes wide open

Thats all I wanted to do,
Was just to catch another glimpse of you

Im elated im here now,
Im surrounded by you, I run to the mirror to stick to it like glue
I stop abruptly looking deep within you wanting to feel your touch
Ive always wanted this so much

With every move I make you mimic the same
I hold my hand up and out to yours in unison
Steam rises around the room and fogs you up
Im determined to melt this mirror with my touch
I write with my finger on glass that I want you
You write back its never too soon

I lightly press my fingers to see if I can reach you
I feel this mirror and glide my fingers down over the steamed mirror only to see that what I saw true
I see you looking back, you cant see me like that
I grip and and scratch the mirror to turn you back to place
You only turn back around with scratches on your face
This reflection is all too real, I didnt know that you could feel

Pressing my forehead against the glass lovingly wanting you
When you start shedding tears,
the teardrops seep through the mirror in cascading water down my face pressed against the reflection of yours

I kiss your lips of your reflection, feeling their soft touch
The mirror shatters and I begin to panic very much
Where did you go?
Im turning all around and I dont see you

I pound on the glass and watch it shatter
Come back, Come back, your all that matters

Im sitting hours later watching the void of where you were
How come the other mirrors dont show me that you are there

In the corner of my eye I see myself laughing at my misery
The dark reflection of me sends me in a frenzy
I punch wholes in the glass each time the dark side in another having a good laugh
In the final pane I catch myself
I wish me away for anyone else
I shatter it to pieces alone in the void

I pick up a broken piece of glass and im so happy I smile
In this broken shard I see your eyes and I stare at you for awhile

Here i am spending eternity surrounded by broken shards of bad luck

Ill spend all that time piecing you back together of what was once was





Skramble
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