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Well... Well I am boyfriendless since wensday at church. It has been hard, I am having a hard time concentrating. I keep thinking about him and how it is going to be from now on. I don't really want to date for a while cause Ian and I were dating for over a year. I don't see myself dating anyone else. Mabey it is cause I don't want to see myself dating anyone else. I know it is for the best cause all we did was fight but still you gotta love him well I do. Well I don't have to I just do. Now I am not going to be one of those girlfriends who say bad stuff about their ex-boyfriend, cause he was sweet and when ever I needed help he was their for me. He said he will still be their for me but I don't know if I can talk to him about stuff that I go through they way I used to. I know it will all work out in the long run but right now things suck.

Posted by: MandyTehGreat Fri Jan 13, 2006 @ 01:40am

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Commented on: Fri Jan 13, 2006 @ 01:55am


	I know you both loved eachother, but it just wasent working out. I heard nothing but negitive things come from your guy's relationship. It will be rough, but in the long run, you'll be happier. No more worries or obligations, or 50,000 Million tons of stress built upon you. sweatdrop

Commented on: Fri Jan 13, 2006 @ 04:44pm


	It sounded like you guys fought... A lot. Hell, at least you can get rid of that stress now, I know it's tough, but it'll be fine.

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Commented on: Fri Jan 13, 2006 @ 08:51pm


	I have to agree with Mike and Shane... They're right... It's something that I've been trying to tell you (and so have others) for along time..... Hopefully you can see now that it's just better by yourself for a while... I was boyfriendless for 6 months before I started dating Timo... I like being single but it's always nicer having someone to love and care for you outside of family and friends!

Commented on: Fri Jan 13, 2006 @ 09:03pm


	I know it will be better in the long run but I want that special someone. I want someone to be their for me when I am upsset at a friend. I want someone to hug and kiss me and tell me everything will be ok. I want the one person their to hold me when I am cold, I want someone to share a slow dance with at a dance.

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Commented on: Fri Jan 13, 2006 @ 11:00pm


	I'm proud of you for breaking up with him Mandy. Like it has already been said, I only heard lots of negative comments 'bout the relationship. I'm not all to good with this whole "love" factor, but I'll try to give you some advice. It's understandable that you would want someone to hold you after being used to it for so long. Sometimes though, you just have to be patient and wait for the right fish to bite. There's always the chance that you'll catch a bad one and have to throw it back, but eventually you'll get that one fish you've been looking for. Don't try and rush things. Heh. There you go. That's how "in-tune" with love I am. Comparing it to fishing. Bah!

Commented on: Sat Jan 14, 2006 @ 02:08am


	Heh. There you go. That's how "in-tune" with love I am. Comparing it to fishing. Bah! Meh, you're not too far off. xd

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Commented on: Sat Jan 14, 2006 @ 03:57pm


	Thank you, all of you. You are really helping me through this whole thing. It is hard going through this, expesially since I still love him.

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