lately i have felt different..ever scince me and brandon broke up i have been eating more...and more happy and upset wth myself..today i am pissed because of that damn rumor..i am about ready to punch him for wat he said!! tomorrow i am getting a suprise tomorrow along wth others and i don't even know wat is going on!! oh well as long as i get my pop from mrs. Golden i am happy...i won almost all of my knock out games i have gotten better and tomorrow i play against john and his friends...there is a guy i still remember from kitty hawk elementary school he was and still is a close friend of mine...i shall not display a name for i do not want ppl to know who it is...i haven't rp in a while i am worrying about myself...
most days ist and feel lonely...for i hav not many friends in the real world i have dated guys but they all turn out the same...i am not dating for a while and i am disgraced how ppl treat me i am not a person to be messed wth!!
everyday i grow stronger and everyday i hav an urge to hurt the ppl i know and kinda care for...for every time they make a joke....lol...ppl may think of me as a weak pathetic piece of crap but someday they will think back to this moment and think how stupid they were... i can't believe i am wearing pink tomorrow... eek anyways sooner i get my glass electric guitar the sooner i can let my feelings run through my music...write back on wat u think of my tale of non-fiction...
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