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Good god.. I'm going nuts... Completely nuts.
I'm lonely. And that's the total truth. Lonely as ******** and I can't stand it. And I know most of you out there don't care, or you're one of those "Lonelyness doesn't bother me" types..

Well ******** off. I don't want to hear about how I'm stupid for being the way I am. I've heard enough of that bullshit to last me a life time. I don't want to hear any "oh grow up and get over it" comments either. This is who I am, this is what I feel. And I feel used up and drug out.

I'm tired of feeling this way... I really, truly am.. but I can't stop it. I can't turn off my want to be with people after all of this s**t that has happened to me. I crave closeness, and I crave love.. both of which I don't have from anyone around me.

When will it just ******** stop...