Ok, I think the subject says enough. Well, I was sick yesterday.(01/05/06) Apparently I found that many people really dislike me. =( Isn't very rare or anything...just really hurt me. THIS GOES OUT TO EVERYONE WHO WAS INVOLVED! =O Well first of all, to the malicious programmers in AOIT who are on crack and two-faced you should really say things to people's face! Not when their sick and not there to defend themselves. I can't believe nobody stuck up for me..=O not even my own friends who aren't really that good of friends...bunch of dang free-loaders.. ⌐_⌐ Well secondly, you don't have to rub in my face that not a lot of people like me...and tell me when i get kinda watery-eyed to not be sensitve about it?!?! How can I not! That's sad! And then have another "so-called" friend tell me yeah, Aaron talked a lot more than usually with out you here. WHAT AM I SUPOSE TO DO DIE?! Maybe the whole world would be better off without me...it seems like it..I'm just sick of it all...i feel like i have nobody...(except aaron he is somebody n.n)....I mean my mom can't even listen to me right. I say yeah I'm saving up for church clothes and she goes off I don't have the money to be buying stuff you don't need. I JUST GOT DONE SAYING!! ....SAVING UP!! As....WORKING FOR IT. -_- I swhere, if it wasn't for me being a Christian, my phobia for pain, and having a guy that cares for me a lot ...i'd probably just kill myself...I'm sick of it...I'm sick of WFHS...I'm sick of FLORIDA...I'm sick of people in general...just a bunch of mean people which the only thing they know how to do is be MEAN. scream
Yes, I know, I'M FREAKIN' MAD.
Shinigami Kuchiki Rukia · Sat Jan 07, 2006 @ 06:40am · 0 Comments |