Okay so I havent had the best life I have a dad that wants nonthing todo with me. He has 5 kids including me im in that five but when people say how many kids do you have he says 4 leaving me out and I hate it it makes me hate my self the first time I ever even ment him i was at least 12 - 13 years old. and again when I was 15 then never again I used to get phone calls from him saying that he was comeing to see me I used to sit there and wait and get sooo happy and he never came and it was so heart breaking.
heart I used to say to myself maybe If I changed everything about me maybe just maybe he would love me and take care of me and hold me and love me like he loves the rest of his kids I used to sit up and cry and cry til my eyes got all red and puffy are to the point that I was about to PUKE!!!!!!! Then i finally realized that if he isnt going to love me for me then he can just go to hell cause im not going to be upset anymore and im going to smile and be happy and not let my dad get me down its not my fault hes not being able to see wat a great person i am thats not my loss thats his loss and I cant lay around wondering why doesnt my dad love my does he never call why didnt he tell me he was getting married why wasnt I even invited cause i have a mother that loves me and a grandmother that loves me a huge family that loves me and im not going to let one person thats to stupid and cant stop acting like a child long enough to see how much hes hurting his daughter im going to keep living and keep growning and keep smiling and keep on keep on
RAIN RAIN COME AND STAY
GO AWAY ANOTHER DAY
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