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There's nothing wrong with being alone. Some people sees loneliness as a curse but for me at this moment in life, my solitude is more of a blessing.

See, I've been single for about a year. At first I did not wanted to wanted to be single; I tried to even go back to the man that had left me, but for what? So that I could be hurt and heart broken all over again? Screw that! I'm not going to go down that hell ever again.

So I stick to the loneliness plan. I'm even attempt celibacy again. It worked for almost a year once or more than a year actually. It feels great! Not being attached to someone who much likely will break your heart, is like I've been given a second change to live. And I have.

I'm Ellie, 23 years old and a Christian. I was saved on January 29th 2009 I believe and only once after that or twice.... okay okay only four times after I was saved did I had promiscuous sex with some guys. One of them being my ex boyfriend. Okay, why am I telling you all about my sex life on here when that's only my business. I've never really used my journal on Gaia and I have 7 other profiles. They are for some stories that I am writing so if you want to add them that is fine with me. Anyway, I really don't have much to say. I need a nap. Later.