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Time for me to confess..I guess.. Before I forget about you.
Ok, Time to say What I've thought of you these times and also my feelings.
I also think everyone else deserves to understand what I have gone through.
Before all this had happened, I actually really liked you, and you were quiet funny. When you were going through the grunny event you had left me like s**t and that was quite annoying [Yet I just found out, you were talking to sai during the grunny event while bumping etc] .. But I still holding on, cause I thought you did really like me, And maybe you probably did. After the grunny event you still didn't reply to me as usual.. So I didn't know what to do.. Me and My friend --- decided to check out what you've been doing and all.. That's when I found out your rp guilds, That was when you got pissed about --- stalking you and all, so I decided to let her go as a friend.. Were she got all pissy at me, A few weeks later I decided to check your posts again, and I had seen --- with her posts and all.. And I did thought that there was something going on.. But I decided to keep it away.. Hoping nothing was going to happen to us..[But obveiously that something did] Yet I still did like you.. But I still made those rules with us.. And with the rules of trust.. I guess you didn't do that well. Anyway, I was all happy and all, Knowing you were still with me and all.. But then when --- had pmed me.. I was at my friends house when I read it, And then I got really sad as if someone had ripped my heart apart.. So I had to run home which was around..50m away? Once I calmed down, I yet again tried to be positive, so when you had logged in.. I had asked you if this was true.. When you replied as if "Oh no.. s**t it happened.." My heart had sank again. As you told me what happened.. I had kept woundering why a guy like you would do such a thing.. And had partly thought you were a c**t, but I still had love for you and with your words.. You also still loved me, so we decided to be friends, although you still kept going on me as I kept trying to stay away. I then added --- and started talking to her. During yesterday when you left for the movies, she had told me that you asked her back again, and yet again you had lied to me.. As you had told me that she asked you. And yet agian my heart sank.. Lower, but my love for you had lowered quiet a lot. After that we had a talk and yet you acted as if the talk was nothing to you and you still wanted me to "Blow you". And now you've blocked me for trying to get the real truth out of you.. I guess you are what --- has said "Your a sick basturd and yet a greedy s**t head." I hope you've read this and understand how I felt during the process of being with you.
And everyone else can comment on what you think about this guy I've been talking about.. I don't care what you say about this guy.
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